Diet….aiksss!

So, I am starting my diet plan this week and by Thursday(I seriously hope) would start my exercise plan. Hope it works in realizing my ever-unfulfilled dreams of losing weight. You see, I gained a lot…say like 10 kgs of weight the past few years and I look ugly! I prefer my physique back when I was like…umm…17. OK! FINE! I know I was like…a teen back then and I was having my teen body but that physicality felt so good. I felt more attractive and many have the hots for me. Nevertheless, putting superficiality aside, my goal is the topmost,and ultimately to be healthy, and that’s all!
True to say, that I had tried some diet fads over the past years and yielded no results whatsoever but trying them really made me realize some plusses and minuses in my body and helped me to understand my body better as well. Even so, not all diet fads don’t work, some work but sadly it needs financial stability i.e money. As a student, I can’t seem to afford buying their products.(hint:the protein shake thingy) So, I revert to the old, and usually effective ways of losing weight, which are controlling your food intake and exercising. It work wonders!…sigh.
Well, better suck it up and just do it! But I’m afraid of my food cravings. I always have this craving for crunchy stuff a lot. All I know is, that crunchy stuff equals to chips. Apparently, I am wrong as there are foods like nuts and apples, and carrots that are crunchy, yet healthy. So I gotta look out for those…Ummm, I guess I need to buy some.
That is all for now and yeah, I almost forgot, I am going to join a gym sooner in the future, not sure exactly when but soon. Hope gym helps the process as well. And by the way, I still have the diet shake left, untouched because of my laziness, and yes, I am currently finishing it…^.^''
XOXO,
Tesh

Thinking of Tomorrow…

First of all, my heart goes out to those afflicted by the earthquake and tsunami at Japan…It is sad that things happen just like that and it is also inspiring to see how courageous the survivors are at handling the disaster. That is why I respect the Japanese even more and I’ve always been inspired by Japanese cartoon and animes…That’s why I put the picture of my dear Sailormoon as my background. I grew up with reading Sailormoon and watching the shows and it thought me to be strong and courageous.

Ultimately, the recent disasters have made me thinking about the future. What if I would never graduate? What would happen in the near future, say, in 5 years time? These questions would be left unanswered for now as it is time bound. Meaning, time would only tell. Time, is rather mysterious. It works in its own ways and dimensions. Many say that time heals, which it does, but time destroys as well. It is scary to think of it but much of it is true. Time is the only truth one can realize.

Then, what of my future? I am still being optimistic about it and hope nothing goes wrong. Yes, I do have major plans for my future, and that includes, first and foremost, me getting out of my country. The main reason why I can’t live here any longer is because it is impractical for me. My country does not support gay rights or gay marriages.Not only gay rights, my country is seriously and gravely lacking in her human rights! I for one, am hoping to become someone’s beloved in soul and also in paper as well. That being said, I wish to migrate to other more accepting countries like Canada or the US or perhaps to some European countries.

So that is pretty much my little dreams that I wish to fulfil in the near future. It is definitely not the only one, as I have many more dreams and wishes to be realized and I just hope that nothing bad ever happens in the future and pray for mankind's safety and well being…(just pray that “apocalypse” 2012 never will happen O.o’’)

My Dating errr…."Strategies"???

Hey hey…well…not really tips of dating but my embarrassing intro in a dating website…no hits…invitations yes…but yeah…no luck…but I am glad that I’m in a relationship now.So not too bummed about no hits…here goes!!!

VoLUMe Quatre(4)
Wow...my volume trois(3) was that brutal and stupid huh? Which of course reminds me to copy and paste my volumes the next time...well, just so that i remember what i had typed or said before.
God! Am i a really enigmatically stupid and ignorant person.i am used to having a lot o split personalities in me.so that makes me a difficult kind of person to be with.but i am simple...and fun-loving...and funny...so i guess that helps.
Currently. I'm halfway through my studies and do expect me to deny your "invitations" as i am extremely busy with my assignments.but i do still have time on the weekends. as of my dating preferences, I would say that I still prefer whites but also with exceptions(well since I've been out and looking at the world...DUH!)
IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
a) Indians (including northern and southern Indians)
b)Chinese
c) Koreans and Japanese men
d)Hispanics
e)Africans
f)Indigenous
g)Mixed(as I am :P)
h)any men...
EXCEPT>>>>Malays...which is good for fuck and friends only...not being discriminatory but that is the truth. how many malay guys would stick with you until they would leave you and marry with a women? God bless them but they're not for me.Sorry...you guys are good friends but...hmmm....if i would mention the word marriage...you guys might freak out and leave me halfway through our romantic...ummm...romantic...ummm...FORGET IT.
Just leave it as it is. I would love to marry the guy of my dreams soon...in other countries DUH...not in this hell-blessed Malaysia(WE ARE DOOMED HERE)
LOL...XP...joking joking.
But I am serious bout the marriage part...wanna get married in Europe or in the US...Malaysia jangan harap.LOL
So...come fly and die with me... I mean...well.... Never mind!
add me in msn if you're interested> seruX_terra88@hotmail.com
and Facebook>http://www.facebook.com/TeshChopra

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VoLuME 5(Cinq)
So...I'm single now...and pathetic also...sigh...what else can i do? search around the world for my soul mate? heck i got one...God...but if God would come to earth and marry me...then yes...would be glad...but just that i would like to pray to God that i would get my soul mate soon. finding a soul mate here in Malaysia is nearly impossible. they are all here for sex and fun...but they're good friends as well and I've stumbled across nice guys here in Malaysia but they're unavailable...committed to their own soul mates. How nice! and these kinds of people are rare species. it's hard to find one here...that's why i plan to migrate and get married somewhere else...
I know that the grass is never greener on the other side of the fence but I've even been discriminated because of my skin and of course,discriminated by my sexual preference in my own country and i would definitely survive discrimination elsewhere...coz i got it at my own country... Target countries would be France,Spain,US and anywhere i can be...my ancestral country, India as well...as it is holy there...just like all other country...but i don't get any holiness here in Malaysia as the authorities would definitely crush and demolish any temples they claim to be illegal. Plus the recent church and mosque desecration. SATAN WORSHIPPERS...
LMAO...i would love to get into Broadway soon...I'm an actor and i love acting...wish my partner would understand this.
here ends Chapter FIve of my ramblings...
any of you out there who dare to elope with me? LOL

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VoLuME 6 (Six)
So what is going on right now with my life? Well...pretty much nothing...(including hookups) sigh...that is pathetic...yes yes...sigh...OMG!!! What is freaking wrong with me? I NEVER whine about anything as I appreciate the things and people I have in life! I guess my sighing has to do with the absence of my gorgeous boyfriend Carlos Rai...He's in Singapore and I am...here...trapped in this silly land called Malaysia...(when can I ever get out of this crap???!!!)
Anyways, I'm definitely not single but am still available for...ummm...ehehehe...hookups. And yes...i prefer making new friends as well. But if there were any of you who would like to be my boyfriend..well, I guess I am open for it, as long as you guys can impress me better than Carlos...(so far I have many candidates...){bragging bitch}.
I would appreciate footprints as well...coz it seems like a very "in" thing here at Gayromeo...You don't need to give me Very Hot footprints because I'm not, but a Nice Guy would suffice...coz I'm sweet like an apple pie(Is this a correct comparison?)
By the way, I am so sorry if there is amongst you that I'd never replied his message because, I mean literally, I'm not interested...and do not try to be smart and irritate me...I would blast the hell out!(this site is infested with horrible ugly dummies)
So..ttyl and XOXO to yer all...
owh...if you would like to see more pictures of me and know me better...add me on Facebook>http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/TeshChopra

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I kinda forgot to save my first 3…ummm… “essays” but all these say it much…Of how pathetic of a person I am…and yes…I was and still serious about some part of the “essays”. And the Carlos dude is my ex now(not that we ever dated). OH!!! And 1 more thing…I am gay and I am into dudes…so if you do not agree with me…just move along…life is full of different things, here and there, now or never, norms and exception, and so on.
Till next time…tata
Tesh 

More additions...xoxo

VoLuME 7 (Sept)

So with break ups and making ups, the whole cycle with my previous boyfriend(so called lah) has finally ended. I'm no more with him. But fellow gayromeos...rejoice not! For I have found a new one...Wohoo...I'm fast...ain't I? Hehehehehe...O.k enough with the gloating...I just got lucky. We went for dates and there was a proposal...So yeah...Whatever...

People may wonder why am I here still...well, I've got friends here and I can download porn movies for free here...O_o'..

*Ahem* Okayyyyyy...moving on...For now I'm here only for friends...(coz I do not know how my partner might react to an open relationship or perhaps, cheating...so I better play it save). It is true that I'm a horny beyotch most of the time but what's the use of our helpful little hands right? On the other hand, I am too lazy to travel and meet new people, too tired to be nervous and jumpy whenever "that" happens...and on top of that, I'm super busy with the junior year of college...so yeah, all of these kinda puts off my "mood".

But, fret not citizens of f***ers, I will still reply your kind messages and invites with 'How are you' and 'Maybe', 'Perhaps', or 'See first'...and if you're lucky or hot enough, I might consider cheating my boyfriend...But that's like a 1 in a million chance you see...

Of course, most importantly, please do have a picture or something in that category or prepare them if I ever ask you. Failure to comply will only be replied with a silence-till-you-can-hear-the-cricket-singing babeh!...On that note...I should upload newer pictures of myself but whatever, I still look the same ol same ol. Unless I morphed to become Edward Cullen(ewwww)...

If you wanna know more bout me and see more pictures, do add me as friend on Facebook...my profile ID is www.facebook.com/TeshChopra

Take Care Humans...expect for volume 8...tata tutu titi...tits...O-o'''

Au revoir!

Volume 8

Asshole....this is still in progress....but I am single and I WANT A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP...PERIOD....damaged my novel writing....kimaks....6 inches and above...thick...piss and whatnot...safe sex preferred. I only bareback with my boyfriend.... If you want that shit...then be prepared for this MAJOR HINDI DRAMA if that's your things...otherwise...I am glad you came and saw this pitiful writing....take advantage of my vulnerabilities if you must but be prepared again by someone who is studying Psychology and Finance, and are going to write a book in the future in LGBT Psychology.

VolUmE 9

For starters, I may be a snob and do not answer a lot, and I guess I owe you guys an explanation or maybe more of that. Firstly, I am currently trying to finish off my final year project which is due in December. That is the reason why I don't answer to you Romeos out there. Secondly, it's just that I'm not into communicating that much. So sorry if you guys take it personally. No offence and my apologies if I do so.

My research has a lot to do with LGBT acceptance and such and I plan to do my masters in Clinical LGBT Psychology and doctorate in LGBT Spirituality-Psychology. I love knowledge and cherish Her so much. That notion also explains my faith (if you shall put it that way) and I only bow down to Pure Energy or the Primordial Energy or as Sanatan Dharma says it, the Adi Parashakti. That is all.

I would love to marry a guy and a warning to those guys who are here for fun...I may be into it too but I look for mainly a life partner. With or without "legal bounding(s)". If you come and say that a gay "life" can never be monogamous,(not that I'm closed to open relationships) I shall say, "Go back to Planet Stupid, you alien." I know it is impossible, but it is doable too. It can work if both wants it as well. I have to admit my previous relationships do not work as well due to personal differences, but I am improving myself for my other Half. I cheated lied and whatsoever, but that was me of before. Now I am me in the now. Got it? LOL...I'm whimsical and weird at the same time...Hahahah...OK...so that is all...Since in numerology 9 is the highest number...this would be the final Romeo statement that I gonna write down...This stays and will be updated from time to time for all to see...She loves you all and I cherish the differences we, as Children of Humes, have. Namaste Namaste Namo Namaha...Om...Jai Mata Di!!!

XOXO,

Teshie

Edit, 10/9/2013

Please do not assume my race and ethnicity as I am mixed...ask me first...then I shall say it...don't bagi salam to me as I am not MALAY...that is all...My Bumi-ness facial traits may be contributed that my mum was of Asli descendant. And if you're into converting stuff...I am sorry but you must be open enough to accept me as an open person as I see God everywhere...of course I have personal beliefs but no God is above the 'other' God...All are One. I hate this spiritual talking coz I may sound dogmatic but the questions of my belief system just bothers me...Let me be Me. That is all I ask of you. And I am open to marrying a Muslim man but just not here in Malaysia...By Muslim I do not mean Malay, maybe hot Pakistanis out there or other Muslim dudes...You know you're hot! So come hither and seduce me...xoxo...(stay away Arabs...coz you'll melt be to the core...I just wanna lick you guys to sexual bliss)

Addition, 12/10/13

I've met someone and he is so cool! And pure and lovely and also so so soooooo sweet! We text each other every day... It is so cool. And the coolest thing is, I've met him on an event...a gay event (not a gay club ok!). My god...He is a God sent...ok so what I am telling you all Romeos out there is...That I am attached now and only interested in meeting new friends...That is all! XOXO...byeeeeee...

Serious Procrastinating

My oh my! What consequences will one face if he or she did not study? Failure? Most probably, unless you’re that student who kiss assess your ‘educator’ to get it through…Hahaha…funny but may somehow happen. Sexual favors may ensue. Well let’s not go there, since it is about studying and procrastination.

So, what are the things I would always push towards the deadline or just ignore them all until it comes back and bite me hard on the derrière’? Let me profess, A LOT! For starters, my driving’s license. Yeah, kids my age(seriously??) and those younger than me have theirs but I ain’t got a thing! This is because of my phobia of driving conjoined together with the fact that I am too lazy to do so, and for that, I delay what’s supposed to favorably be an essential part of a human life. But that may also mean 1 car less in contributing towards the destruction of Mother Earth! Ok, that was dramatic. Dramatics and I are but one…just FYI.

Let’s just say that the one above is the only one major(perhaps minor) procrastinations that I practice onto my daily life, nothing else. The other major problem, however, is the attitude I assimilate in with regards of my education. Yes, I may be less serious about it but alas! Me not alone…I am pretty sure there are some people out there in the beauteous world full of thorns and roses whom are facing the exact same problem as do I. Deny as I may, this is a serious problem where it could affect my CGPA, which it has done so, and further separate me from realizing my dreams of studying overseas. The point is, I tend to ignore and wait till the deadline or the day it is supposed to be. This is obviously not healthy because I might be on the losing side. I will lose a lot. That realization is not prime until it is today and I am trying my best to not repeat it again. I hope and wish and will also strive to my greatest to not let things like these happen ever again in the very near future…say next week and start on my assignments, researches, and revisions just to avoid any problems that may arise if I continue to procrastinate.

End of today’s musings…till I write again….

“How soon 'not now' becomes 'never'.”

  Martin Luther