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| Shiv-Shakti |
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| Sri Lanka (Lion's Rock) |
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| Mahadeva Shiva |
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| Maa in Her Mahadevi form |
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| Family |
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| Me Love...
EDIT(UPDATE)
The dude is not into me...he just sees me as a friend...bummer...it's OKAYYYY...move along...xoxo
EDIT(ANOTHER UPDATE...SIGHHHH) Okay...good news...he kinda thinks I am sweet...I am so gonna charm him with sweetness...xoxo |
So, I am starting my diet plan this week and by Thursday(I seriously hope) would start my exercise plan. Hope it works in realizing my ever-unfulfilled dreams of losing weight. You see, I gained a lot…say like 10 kgs of weight the past few years and I look ugly! I prefer my physique back when I was like…umm…17. OK! FINE! I know I was like…a teen back then and I was having my teen body but that physicality felt so good. I felt more attractive and many have the hots for me. Nevertheless, putting superficiality aside, my goal is the topmost,and ultimately to be healthy, and that’s all!
True to say, that I had tried some diet fads over the past years and yielded no results whatsoever but trying them really made me realize some plusses and minuses in my body and helped me to understand my body better as well. Even so, not all diet fads don’t work, some work but sadly it needs financial stability i.e money. As a student, I can’t seem to afford buying their products.(hint:the protein shake thingy) So, I revert to the old, and usually effective ways of losing weight, which are controlling your food intake and exercising. It work wonders!…sigh.
Well, better suck it up and just do it! But I’m afraid of my food cravings. I always have this craving for crunchy stuff a lot. All I know is, that crunchy stuff equals to chips. Apparently, I am wrong as there are foods like nuts and apples, and carrots that are crunchy, yet healthy. So I gotta look out for those…Ummm, I guess I need to buy some.
That is all for now and yeah, I almost forgot, I am going to join a gym sooner in the future, not sure exactly when but soon. Hope gym helps the process as well. And by the way, I still have the diet shake left, untouched because of my laziness, and yes, I am currently finishing it…^.^''
XOXO,
Tesh
First of all, my heart goes out to those afflicted by the earthquake and tsunami at Japan…It is sad that things happen just like that and it is also inspiring to see how courageous the survivors are at handling the disaster. That is why I respect the Japanese even more and I’ve always been inspired by Japanese cartoon and animes…That’s why I put the picture of my dear Sailormoon as my background. I grew up with reading Sailormoon and watching the shows and it thought me to be strong and courageous.
Ultimately, the recent disasters have made me thinking about the future. What if I would never graduate? What would happen in the near future, say, in 5 years time? These questions would be left unanswered for now as it is time bound. Meaning, time would only tell. Time, is rather mysterious. It works in its own ways and dimensions. Many say that time heals, which it does, but time destroys as well. It is scary to think of it but much of it is true. Time is the only truth one can realize.
Then, what of my future? I am still being optimistic about it and hope nothing goes wrong. Yes, I do have major plans for my future, and that includes, first and foremost, me getting out of my country. The main reason why I can’t live here any longer is because it is impractical for me. My country does not support gay rights or gay marriages.Not only gay rights, my country is seriously and gravely lacking in her human rights! I for one, am hoping to become someone’s beloved in soul and also in paper as well. That being said, I wish to migrate to other more accepting countries like Canada or the US or perhaps to some European countries.
So that is pretty much my little dreams that I wish to fulfil in the near future. It is definitely not the only one, as I have many more dreams and wishes to be realized and I just hope that nothing bad ever happens in the future and pray for mankind's safety and well being…(just pray that “apocalypse” 2012 never will happen O.o’’)
